“Being “In” Love”

Who doesn’t love being “in” love ~ that wonderful euphoric feeling of bliss and joy and excitement and wondering anticipation, with our brains filled with love endorphins? It’s what we seek, search for, write long sagas and tales describing. It’s what makes being human the best experience ever, why we choose revisiting the planet again and again. And again. It’s been a very “HOT” topic of late with many many people. Something is in the air. Just look at all the weddings, yep something magical is afoot.


I’ve loved being the matchmaker. I’ve connected multiple couples who are still together years later, kids in tow. I look at it from an energy, a frequency connection, a heart-soul-lifetime link. It’s what works versus relationships focused strictly on looks, career, safety, achievement. And it works, it just does, because it’s based on a higher perspective of what lights up a soul. And isn’t that what we all want, desire and ultimately learn and grow from? Lighting up from the inside? (Call me if you want to move forward with a loving connection and we’ll set up an appointment- wink wink)

Awesome Romantic Wallpaper

I love seeing couples who truly love each other and have learned the key ingredients to long lasting great relationships and marriages. My parents have seen nearly 62 years together. Even in my dad’s compromised state, his face “lights” up when tells my mom how much he loves her, how lucky he is to have had her at his side and how beautiful she is. Now it hasn’t always been easy however they definitely have done the dance with graceful moves. A good friend of mine shared with me today incredibly useful intel on the long-range relationship subject-humility. When we are humble with one another, treat each other kindly, with loving respect and in my book a high dose of comedy, it’s a super recipe for longtime success. image

On the other side, I see over and over where we totally miss the boat, compromise, waste time (unreplaceable years) and energy and heart aches (literally heart attaches) on relationships that don’t curl our toes but we stay….we stay because its easy, comfortable, safe, it’s this it’s that. God forbid what would our friends think if we walked away to follow our hearts? (I know, I did!!!) Didn’t leave because it meant starting over, or venerate and put on a pedestal those who have parted, or become attached to those who are unavailable. All the crazy silly head trips we do to ourselves to keep us from our best connection yet.

I believe ~ I know in my heart ~ and I’ve just gone through a major love-loss tsunami plus a divorce a major chapter ago ~ how truly vital down to our core it is, to follow our intuition, our love-light- not the money trail, not the sex for sex-sake, arm-ornament, in-our-heads-this-makes-sense-safety-catch kind of relationship, but a love-soul-remembrance connection. One that lights up our smiles! Is simply enjoyable. One that sings through the seasons our best songs, walks through sunsets of deep carved emotional valleys, hikes to the summits of life’s triumphs. And it doesn’t matter what stage of the game it is, from teenagers to the 80’s, it’s all relative because, love just is. I spoke with a new client today at 77 who wants to find her true love companion. Now isn’t that just brilliant!? I’d call that living large!

There are zillions of individuals who are seeking, dreaming of a partner to share the trail, see the stars and dance around their heart fires. It’s finding that heat-center that isn’t always easy? This is why dating services are at an all time record high for match-making. We want to find that person even if they live a city or state or country away. There is someone for everyone otherwise we wouldn’t all be here together at this time. When clients ask me if they’ll ever find someone, you can bet your last dollar I always say yes!


And right this minute with a full Aquarian moon in Leo 8/18 (oh so perfect for this double Aquarian, Leo rising girl) it’s a romantic, heart-filled, heart-felt time to seek intuitively what our hearts desire  on all levels, in all arenas – so dream doubly BIG!

I know in my heart the universe supports our beliefs, our dreams, our desires. That’s why I believe completely in romantic, intimate, honeymoon love, (~ even with my hurts and heart aches- probably more so~) if we allow ourselves to trust, listen for truth and “be the person we would fall in love with.” I know the universe is composed  and comprised of “love” ~ and if we just reach out, grab it and hold it close, bring it into our hearts and let it grow, we too will be “in love” with life, ourselves and each other.

At a time when the world needs to radically transform, the ultimate weapon of choice is…love.To being and staying “in love!!!”

Cosmic sunshine to you!

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“And the Messages Continue”

I was driving from my cabin on Swift Reservoir to my new home in central Oregon. After fifteen, yes 15 months in a camper, a house is incredibly exciting though still a bit surreal. It was sunny with endless blue skies, music blaring, my cat Tao on my lap, Charlie in the back, the car packed. Well you know Dale and music…


For those new to this story, my husband Dale passed away in January after a long arduous battle with cancer. Subsequently, he has continued to communicate through various methodologies however my iPhone seems to be the most handy, reliable and easy to screw with, thus my latest adventure.

I’m rocking out, when the song changed on my iPhone to…you guessed it, “A Case of Loving You,” Joni Mitchell….again. (See past blogs.) Okay, I used to really like this song. It really helped me process in January/February when I didn’t feel I could cry, had to carry the weight for so many. But now? Well I’m a bit weary. It comes on and I push “forward” from the car console. The song didn’t budge. I tried again, nothing. I then opted to go directly to the phone, pushed forward to another song, then…Joni Mitchell. It then sped forward to Santana -again- then back to Joni. This went on literally about ten times- no exaggeration! Finally I said out loud, “That’s it! I’m going to delete the damn song. I’m done now…” I tried, nothing. Again, it wouldn’t delete!

“Okay fine! I’ll listen to the £#€£ing song” either that or I’m switching to the radio.” Now this is where it gets really really good…The song is playing through, I’m driving not paying attention when Joni sings, words I’d forgotten in the lyrics, “..and I drew a map of Canada, Oh, C a n a d a…” which got my instant attention sending goosebumps down my spine. Then my phone switched to a new song and Joni hasn’t played since.

But here’s the kicker. Behind me, following me on his bright yellow Harley to central Oregon was an old friend of thirty years from…Canada.

You can draw your own conclusions.


Cosmic sunshine to you from the mountains of Washington and Oregon.

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“Bigger Pieces of the Multi-Tiered Truth: A “Walk-In” Experience”

Names haven’t been changed to protect the responsible….

I have to share. I had this surprise visit from a client I haven’t seen in two years. She moved to Shasta to set up shop and create an entirely new life for herself after way too much emotional chaos on a regular basis. She’s now “home.” For those who have never spent time on or near Shasta, it’s an interesting vortex of energy. Most who move there are short term residents even if going with the intention of staying long term. It’s that kind of energy. Saying you’re home and staying on the mountain is only for a very small few who are committed and willing to be within a certain vibe. Some might say it’s too weird, airy-fairy or hippie-ish, too “out there” to linger. For Bonnie, her intention is to reside, to be. Hang with the rocks and pines and fresh air and cosmic woo woo intensity.


In our reading, the images started to flood in from various aspects of herself, overlays of lifetimes she experienced in the Shasta area, completing the total anchoring of her energy into the landscape. She’d crossed paths on the mountain as a shepherdess of herbals and healing on a “paint,” a white and tan spotted horse, a mountain man of exploration and trade, as an ancient councilman in alignment with Mu or Lemuria*, as a liaison between the upper and lower realms-those who live inside the mountain-(remember all the stories of childhood about the wee people who lived inside of Shasta) and today as a woman of “being-ness” sharing her knowledge of the spiritual vortexes with those who are interested.


But the biggest coolest most special piece is this: Bonnie is now a “walk-in.” She wasn’t when I met her, but she is now. I’ll explain. A “walk-in” is a soul exchange. Before entering a lifetime an agreement is created between two souls who have different aspects and lessons to explore, one who wants to journey through childhood and teenage years and onward, and the other who is expanding in the astral realms till its time to take on, jump into, another body. This bond can also be created sometime during the lifetime by the one in the body currently to further expand their potential or if they’re tired of the earth challenges or if their reason for dancing through a life is finished. Essentially it’s a gift-exchange of carbon and electricity, water and bodily systems as the usage of the physical body is kept intact for both souls to utilize. Being in body is a benefit, a reward, an experience to celebrate.

In April, Bonnie was walking down the street in Shasta when she felt like she’d literally been pushed, or rather shoved so intensely, she came out of both shoes and landed hard. She came close to hitting her head on the concrete however it was mitigated by her quick response. As she arose, she felt completely disoriented, was light headed and foggy and completely out of sorts. This feeling lasted for over five days till she began to realign and feel more like herself, yet interestingly enough, much more grounded, solid and peaceful. A new-felt calm embraced her in a fresh, subtle fashion. Bonnie, yet mystically altered and upgraded.

As I dove deeper into her story and had that Ah-Ha OMG moment of “you’re totally a “walk-in,” (as I’ve known walk-ins however not as a before and after experience) Bonnie had the same realization of “truth” settle into her bones. From then on, I explained things from a Bonnie1 and Bonnie2 perspective which began to totally make sense from her vantage point of understanding.

Bonnie2 knew coming in, she’d be required to take on Bonnie1’s memories and stories, to be “her” in every aspect, yet with the added awareness of Bonnie2. Ironically both souls have karma with one particular man, a lifelong love interest so the feelings are double duty, double whammy, yet the old story between Bonnie1 is to be resolved so Bonnie2 can expand into a completely vibrant, wholesome, loving new relationship. Rather exciting if you ask me.

These two souls have been connected innumerous life times and multiple times as twins. They are essentially from the same soul group, much like a grape cluster. They’re here to help accelerate each other’s progress through an immense love commitment. It’s a brilliant cohesiveness of energy and focus. Bonnie2 will share the timeline with Bonnie1’s selves out there in the parallel lifetime experiences as well as having her own time grid of parallel lives happening. A vast complex of double parallel stories and lifetimes yet singular in Bonnie2’s memories.

Bonnie is Bonnie is Bonnie yet more. She is wise, deep and spiritually alert and will continue to expand her universal awareness. Besides she has two of the coolest crystal skulls going. Maybe if you ask her nicely on your next pass through the Shasta, she’ll let you see them.


Cosmic sunshine to you.


*Lemuria or Mu was an ancient civilization west of America as it stands today. The Hawaiian islands are the tops of a once vast landmass that dotted the Pacific of a highly advanced civilization.

** The alien elongated skull has a dolphin appearance and energy. Elongated skulls have been found all over the world. Perhaps our ancient ancestors when they walked out of the primordial ooze were connected biologically at one time, through one link, one dimensional thread, to Dolphins. Or from ancestors not of the earth realm. Just an idea.

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“Discover the “Wow: Wondrous Omniscient Worlds!”

One of the positive things that has come from losing a loved one, is it has encouraged me, to reach further, go beyond my sense of time and space and continue to explore the multiple realms. And boy oh boy is it impressive. Every time I get stuck, bothered or whatever, I reach into the expansiveness, relax and find “The Wow!”

“The Wow” is the multidimensional realms of space and consciousness which also includes the soul essence of those no longer in body. There are a zillion realities, with even more probabilities and consciousness in every aspect. Those who have left behind their bodies have the opportunity to jump into that vast cosmic ocean and learn -or not- the next level of their evolution. The souls can choose to bring their new expanded wisdom back to the earth plane in the right timing, to assist the planet’s continued bajillion year story. It’s a forever process, a paradox, of integration into Oneness at the same time experiencing singular intelligence. I feel this is the eternal story, the reconnection into Oneness at the same exact moment, experiencing our own unique individualized blueprint. Into Foreverness, into the Wow.


On one of my journeys I connected with a Fifth Dimensional being of feline energy who’s name is Tannis, with golden yellow sparkling eyes, who is of higher frequencies beyond heavy dark negativity, beyond manipulation, control and fear. He’s one of many of his kind, he’s just chosen to communicate with me personally. We connected at the conference I attended in Joshua Tree.  I’ve called on him numerous times since and feel this amazing calm and peace coupled with an accompanying smile that traverses my face. Every Time. It’s the energy, the serenity combined with laughter that engulfs me, changing my space. Tannis is one example of the incredible conscious beings that inhabit our higher realms. In essence, I’ve discovered there’s more than we have ever imagined.

I’ve another higher seventh dimensional feminine energy of 8 foot stature, named Magdelena, an incredibly beautiful light being who has entered my space, sharing deep intense love, trust and yes, more love. Her form is of richly radiating light I can see through yet her being is solid; a joyful paradox. She’s similar energy of the earth feminine goddesses we are familiar such as Mother Mary, Isis, Ishtar, Quan Yin, yet still unique and quite different. I know she has much to teach me, of which I’ll share in future posts. This is the power of Wow I’m speaking.

I’ve now created a special space in the cosmic grid where I have various light beings and souls no longer in physical form, join me so I can learn and advance my insights and knowing. I’d traveled the same light corridors for years, but with my husband’s passing, I’ve stepped beyond my routine and climbed ever further into the Wow.


I encourage everyone to break beyond routine, outside the daily landscape, and explore this amazing universe which supports our beings. It’s simply a stunning, glorious, spectacular Wow!


Cosmic sunshine to you.


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“The Core Remedy”

Laughter is one of the best remedies. It literally opens the crown chakra and allows light and energy and great cosmic “happy” particles into our minds and bodies. Laughter strengthens the immune system, improving the health of the emotional, mental and physical bodies. It’s truly a life saver. There’s the incredible story of the man dying of cancer with a month to live. He checked himself into a hotel, ordered room service, watched old happy, sappy comedies, the comedy channel and essentially laughed his way back to health. Talk about an easy inexpensive remedy, well besides a five star hotel and daily room service. Laughter is available everywhere.


My husband Dale had the best sense of humor, made everyone laugh however somewhere inside he couldn’t quite capture the internal gaiety he emitted. I feel this is paramount. The irony sitting in his chair, I understand not being able to access it, find the good in daily adventures, however with diligence and mindfulness, I’ve always known the path back to “center,” can find the internal gaiety, discover the goofy humor in the ironies, see the absurdities in this crazy wonderful world.


What I’ve learned is when life comes at us like a tidal wave, we are overwhelmed in the events, if we don’t have the tools to navigate the waves, it’s all too easy to become immersed in the turmoil, confusion and become attached to the experiences. We are not the experiences, they’re just landscape on the roadside.


Coming back to center, our core, our eternal heartbeat, is what creates the connection, the high intensity cosmic cell tower offering direct communication with the other side, our immersion with the universe. Our radiant center allows and maintains balance, serenity, creativity, fun, laughter and all things magical. Learning to access this central point and operate from “this cosmic core” on a daily basis would literally change the focus of this planet. – Oh! I have this dream!!….- Our spiritual core is our eternal light we emit and take with us when-ever and where-ever we are. It’s the silence, the music, the laughter, it contains the answers we seek. It is the beacon in the night, the inner source that guides our destinies.

Most people don’t know the path, remember the access code. That’s where laughter comes in. It’s a happy, fun but very strategic starting  point to remembering the path back to balance, harmony, peace and connection.


Laughter creates space for balance to take place. It creates synergy and activation of happy endorphins in the brain and body. It can be the first step on the life road trip that’ll change perspective, purpose and direction. It’s what has saved me on this wild E-Ticket ride of the past several years. Even if it’s wrong- as I do have a somewhat perverse sense of humor…..

To humor, jokes, laughter, dry wit, irony, verve, and giggles, lots of giggles.


Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Twelfth Hour”

Over the past two months I’ve been buried, preoccupied and otherwise swamped in a learning curve of quick and vast proportions. It’s been an interesting ride sitting in my husband’s chair” at the helm of his once thriving electrical business. Due to his cancer, the business suffered. This is what I’ve inherited. On top of losing my partner, I’ve been dealing with a floundering company filled with opposite personalities, no additional personnel (Calling all licensed electricians, I need your help!) alcoholism in a key employee, a power trip in another, high ADD in another, emotional out breaks in another, diminished sales and jobs. I’ve a few stalwart defenders of the realm I couldn’t do without so as of this moment the ship is still afloat. I call in Dale, my hubby on a regular basis to help out with this crazy sparked electrical labyrinth and construction maze.


This has afforded me little time for my world, my business. I’ve asked the universe a few thousand times, what is my purpose in all this chaos, the daily crises, the enormous stress. I feel I have the answer. The reason I’m sharing is perhaps this too will assist you with the transits and squares and trines and retrograde everything that is influencing us, pushing us, cleaning up our personal debris for a lighter, higher personal location in the cosmos. Or you can tell me I’m nuts and this is normal.

I don’t believe so. I believe we are part of a vast network of intelligence, energy, consciousness. We have just been disconnected for millennia. When we are out of sync with universal principles, well shit oh dear! We fall from “grace.” Sitting in Dale’s chair I picked up his fear, his destructive worry, caught in his web of anxiety and knee-jerk reactions, his need to solve the next problem. (No wonder he had cancer from the stress of the emotional roller coaster.) I was channeling him. Every time I’ve released these emotions, settled into, “All is perfect in the world, it is what it is,” aligned with my higher self, relaxed and am grateful, miracles have happened. Now mind you it’s always at the Twelve Hour, but they have continued for the last six months. And at several last minute moments when I was ready to close the doors a knight in shining electrical gear arrived at my doorstep. This is far beyond the one or two times, but is now in the dozens and dozens of rescues. It’s simply amazing. It’s kept me completely in the “present” moment as there has been no room for other contemplations. I believe the lesson for me, as for all of us, is divine trust combined with relaxing into the situation and knowing no matter how it looks, is perceived, it’s just a moment, it’s just an illusion, for there is no death, no separation, no good or bad just a continuation of the process.


For example, if the company succeeds or closes, it’s all in divine design. I know, no matter what, I’ve given my best. It’s not good or bad in either direction, it just is. This week is another deciding factor. My go-to has been silence, quiet internal time to ask, explore, sit, focus and listen to inner guidance. I did that today by choosing to work away from the office in the quiet and peace of the woods. In alignment I plain-ass feel better.

Dealing with the loss of a partner is one life hurdle. Working through a business not of my choosing another. Everyday I’m diligent in approaching it from what I know is true. Everything is connected, everything is energy. How appropriate being in the “electrical” world.


As for Dale’s communications, I believe he’s helped with the twelfth  hour rescues. He also continues to mess with my music. Yesterday as I was driving, I heard “A Case of You” by Joni Mitchell seven times. A new song would begin, then it’d hop right back to Joni. Or I’d nearly finish a song then yep, back to “A Case.” That was till I finally told him to knock it off, then my iTunes settled into normal rhythm. Still yet the comedian.

Lyrics from “A Case of You,”

“I remember that time you told me you said

“Love is touching souls”

Surely you touched mine

‘Cause part of you pours out of me

In these lines from time to time.

Oh you’re in my blood like holy wine

You taste so bitter and so sweet

Oh I could drink a case of you darling

And I’d still be on my feet

I’d still be on my feet.

J. Mitchell, 1970


To being in grace, relaxed and grateful and still on my feet.


Cosmic sunshine to you.


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“The Bridge Between the Worlds: Choosing When to Cross the Veil”

What a journey – so called “death” – and the subsequent after-shocks for those left behind. It’s called processing and more adjustments. Many many people are leaving the planet currently, and in my opinion, too many thousands from the devil-disease, cancer. Something needs to radically shift, however that’s another conversation. 2016 is the year of closures, finishing and completions -gearing us for new beginnings- and yet it can also be overwhelming when the stress and loss feel too great, the process complicated for those left in the aftermath.

Yesterday my dad was at the threshold, the bridge between the worlds. I could see him with this semi-circle group of souls greeting him with love. His two best buddies from childhood, his Canadian college roommate, his grand parents, my mom’s parents, his great grampa, my husband Dale on the right. His parents were farther in the back, but not in the main team. I was on dad’s right, seeing the spectrum before him.


My great gramma Jenny, whom I’ve never met in this life, drew me to her. We held hands between the ethers as she smiled an endlessly deep expression of love into my eyes. She told me, dad was a smart child, curious but also cautious, (an attribute I wouldn’t have expected as he’s always been rather intrepid and bold and reckless and a man’s man) however as a young child she encouraged his strength and confidence to offset his normal proclivities. She shared his “team of soul connections,” essentially family members of eons, had been gathering at the “gate” with outstretched loving arms to show dad the way across the chasm, the bridge between the worlds. She enumerated several souls were with me as well, supporting this new journey of business building with both Ross Electric and my own. It helped me relax even further.

After a moment of contemplation, Dad eased back into the shadows behind me. I knew without a doubt he wasn’t quite ready to pull his silver chord, cross the bridge into his next chapter, his new destination. I could also tell because he was still sensing and seeing himself as an old man rather than young and vibrant, the way a soul sees itself as it crosses over and disengages from the body.  However, the messages I’ve been receiving are very clear, reminiscent of when Dale, my late husband, crossed in January. Dad is nearly there. Only love, a bit of stubbornness tossed with some lingering fear, are keeping him in an outmoded, zero-quality-of-life body.

I know I’m facing another letting go very soon of someone who’s been a huge vital component, my hero, in this life. However, from my continued conversations, visitations, dreams – the multi-universal worlds merge and coalesce, overlap and expand in unison,   essentially weaving unity consciousness. Our loved ones are always nano-seconds away. The only thing truly missing after someone passes through the shiny veil is the physical touch, because everything else is viable and available if we only continue the conversation and belief. They are light-consciousness, without time and physical form, perfected form in another frequency, much like red and violet are different frequencies yet having value and substance in a broader context.

After my time with dad at the bridge, I heard Dale very clearly say my name out loud. It woke me out of my meditative state. He continues to remind me he’s around, being funny, supporting my progress with his company. Now my company. He’s ready too to greet my dad and share the multidimensional adventures he’s experiencing. All life in body and beyond the physical is exceptional. We are the only ones who hold ourselves from embracing the spectacular.

Will you join me?


Cosmic sunshine to you.





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