I have been working with a man who has Parkinson’s disease for several years. Additionally, I have been working with his wife helping her emotionally cope with the spiraling demise of his body. (Remember as the healer, healing is only possible to those who truly desire it, believe it and want it to manifest. Illness can be part of the larger journey.) The stress of illness on the caregiver can be just as monumental as the one with an illness. It piles up and impacts the meridians, the lines of energies connected to the organs, and the chakras, the spiral of flowing current aligned with the endocrine system. There is also the emotional component which is staggeringly intense, full of weight, guilt, turmoil and conflict.
I have to share an amazing event which occurred last week. I was reading both of their energy fields recognizing how intertwined they were. Of course as a spouse and caregiver we feel it is our duty to uplift, encourage and support our partner. The piece we forget to realize is it is not our obligation to drain our own energies to support another. It is our Divine right to be in our own connection to the universe, completely devoid of other’s energetic infractions. We actually all do better when we are clear. It’s like the cells in our bodies; when they overlap and become entangled, cancer ensues.
In reality, her vitality had been keeping her husband afloat. She has felt subconsciously required to do everything possible to keep him sustained, including giving him her core energy.
Through quantum healing we disconnected the two of them. Instantly she felt the difference. It was as if her emotional and physical vitality wells were sealed, no longer leaking, giving her the ability to replenish her body’s supplies. Now here is the most intriguing part of all. Through the disconnection, her husband’s energy shrunk immediately, but not in the way you might expect. His fields containing his mental, emotional and physical bodies contracted, now having to sustain themselves individually without the bonus of outside support. The image I perceived was his enfolding inwardly into the fetal position, forming a full circle. It transformed into a womb, reinforcing the circular model. From there the illustration continued to evolve and transform into an embryo, further compressing his being into a single cell. He literally was showing the evolution of the life-to-death cycle, the spiritual component of the body re-merging with the initial cell of life. It was beautiful.
Death scares us -too many locked in memories held in our psyches combined with centuries of misconstrued religious views of heaven and hell. Our incredible Parkinson’s patient creatively and artistically showed me the nature of our reality which carves out the most sacred journey with aplomb and mastery. From energy we are born, to energy we will return. There is nothing to fear. It is but a magical migration of the soul, back to the womb, to the circle and center of the universe.
Cosmic sunshine to you.