Started my morning with another CAPTCHA that said AutumnDALE. In the letting go process of someone you love, I’ve learned the more I step into the “foreverness” of life, pay attention to daily messages, the less grief I feel. Honestly. The steady communications, messages and dreams connect the cosmic dots letting me know everything is exactly the way it’s supposed to be, even when my days are filled with lots of alone time. This is part of the contract I signed up for, whether it feels great or not. Truly though, I know it’s up to me – us – to change our relationship to “death,” the transition out of old skins, back into the greater part of who we are, that will change how we do “life” on planet earth.
Saturday night, Dale joined me in another “current time” lucid dream. Essentially we found each other in a “symbolic land” where we could communicate in yet another way. I was in this large high-vaulted rustic wood ceilinged lodge with a wrap around counter in front of me. I knew it was mine. There was a worker/employee on the other side of the counter. There was equipment behind him. I looked up at the vault and saw a large water leak gently dripping water down across the ceiling as if it were a long soaker sprinkler. It was leaking on my sauna that was up against the back wall. I checked the cedar walls to make sure all was okay. At this moment Dale walked in from the right- always the right- double door entrance to where I was standing, a huge grin across his handsome face. With his twinkling eyes and dimples dancing he said, “Darlin’ don’t you worry your pretty little head. I’ll take care of everything.” And he turned around with his “take charge, I can fix anything” attitude. As he did, I asked him straight up, “Is this from “here” or the “Other Side?” There were no illusions that he was still in body with me. He grinned, winked and strode out with all the confidence the universe supplies. I’m thinking he’s coming at this from his side of the veil. Just saying.
I woke up knowing he “is” helping to rectify many complications that have ensued since his passing from his business to his son. It made me feel confident, loved and supported.
If I look at the symbology, much is revealed. The lodge represents my home here on earth, “rustic” boards indicative of my ancient soul roots, the wooden vaulted architectural beams form the sky and spirit connection built into the structure, thus my ability to travel through many worlds. The counter with an employee, my business, is being supported both on earth as well as dimensionally. The leaking water, though a small gentle spray, represents the emotional leakage of grief and emotional family dramas that have been exceptionally draining. Something Dale is correcting. The sauna is warmth, comfort, healing and is indicative of pampering and nurturing of self, something I’m working on recapturing having dedicated my last twenty seven years to taking care of others and the last five, since Dale’s stroke and subsequent cancer to him directly.
I feel what I’m sharing relates to all of us. Most tend to give and give more, forgetting ourselves in the process and then our own health suffers. It’s easy to lose sight of our dreams and what is important deep down inside ourselves. Giving, being of service is why we are here, true, but balance is too. How can we help someone if we are too depleted? Watching your spouse die consciously is an amazing gift, and at the same time, “draining” to the systems. Recovery time is essential. My message is loud and clear: I am supported, all is well, nurture my inner being. A great message to everyone.
People are dropping like flies, leaving the planet in droves. There are multiple reasons for this from “merging dimensional consciousness” which can be emotionally, physiologically, and psychologically challenging, to ending life contracts, to unscheduled earthly dramas that deplete the life force. I’m not alone in saying goodbye. We are all in this dance together learning new steps as we go, or rather “remembering” the best, most consciously aware moves in dying to live and living to die. If we change our relationship to the supposed parting, we actually help merge the worlds and open up a continual dialogue. I know this to be true, as I experience it everyday.
To lights on in rooms where no one has been, computer surges and cell phone inconsistencies, to voices in the wind. May your communication be open and vibrant with your loved ones. Here AND on the Other Side.
Cosmic sunshine to you.